TreLore

It is weird how I have been barely able to keep my eyes opne all night and the minute I lay down I am wide awake.  I guess I am worried about the presentation I have to give my class on Psychological Disorders.  Not nervous so much as afraid I cant remember everything I need too.  This is also due to a lack of sleep.  Well to be honest this week i did a lot of sleeping.  But I figure it will take a few months before my brain heals from all the lack of sleep this past year.    Plus my diet has been poor in Nutrients because I get so little in federal aid I cant afford a lot of food. When you go to a Junior college you can only get a 10k loan for a year to live on.  Which really pissed me off, I said to FA you need to update this, because the average poerson need at least 25k to live on with bills and all.   Their excuse was because theyre so small they cannot afford a loan of more then 10k, to which I responded your not the ones giving or recieving the damn loan I am.  Jr colleges get 4 billion in aid each year, most of which goes into the paying for the adminastration and other BS.  
    Sorry for the late nite rantings.  Just irritated, cause I lost my apartment on the beach and had to stay with a friend who has become so close to me she is now my sister.  I love her and her family deeply.  They have done so much to help me.  Ok now I am feeling the sleepiness come back so goodnite all.  but before I go, I now live in a larger apartment, a 2 bedroom with 1000 sq feet of living space that is a block from my school now.  It is a lot nicer and lower priced then my last Apartment, so again the Tao was watching out for me and found me a better place to stay.  Of course lost most of my stuff but still I love it.  Priss, Scruffs and Tim love it, because it is far bigger then the cage they had to stay in during the summer.

Good Night my dear DA friends

havent been here in a while, though I do still stop by to check up on things.  Just been going through some crazy things with school and all.  I did not realize how hard school would be, but I am doing better then I though I would.  I do realize because of the fact that I have not been on for while that I lost a majority of my watchers.  I really was upset over the fact that DA deleted a few of my films because of bullshit copyright issues, and they deleted a lot of my poems and writing that now thanks to them are permanantly lost.  I discovered this one day when I had a homework assignment and a teacher wanted one of our old poems.  So imagine my dismay at finding a few of my works had been deleted. But now it is in the past and I am back.  To anyone who cares my furbabies are alive and well, and we went through a really bad rough patch.  Which i will tell you about in future journals.  For now good night

Well I finally got my new computer and am still figuring it out.  Though I still cannot be on as much as I use to be, because of studying.  i will be on a lot more then I have been these past few months.  I will update more later for now I must get ready to snooze till the morrow when I have a test on theatre.

Yup you heard right I am back in school and that is one of the reasons that I have not been on in a while.  I am majoring in Sociology, History and Media.   I started with a community college.  When i get my associates degree, then I will go to a college or university.  Most liklely somewhere on the east cost because I am so damn tired of the heat.  

I put my fist through my computer trying to make it work right and broke the mother board and right now I do not have the money for a computer.  Mainly because Undergrad loans are so damn scimpy.  After paying the bills I barely have enough left to buy food for the girls.

BTW Priss, Timeous and Scruffy are doing fine.  Scruffs still eats twice as much as Timeous and Prissy.  But Prissy is still the heavist.  She keeps saying it is because she is Big Boned.

I apologise to my friends for taking so long to update my journal

HATE and FEAR is what makes the finger, pull the trigger of the gun, that kills innocent children
     It is amazing to me that that yet again whenever some lunatic kills someone.  Some other Lunatic does a McCarthy and wants to remove even more of our freedom to defend our selfs. What is even scarey is her last name is McCarthy.  
     
     For those of you who dont know who McCarthy was, then you need to bone up on your history.  The McCarthy years were some of the coldest and most blood thirsty years this country ever saw.  
     
     Because of the then Senator Joe McCarthy many innocent men and women were killed.All for speaking out against what the governement was doing.  
     
     Now one of his grandchildren children has been made a Senator.  And she wants to pass gun legislation that wont stop criminals, but will make it a lot harder for the average citizen to protect themselves.
     
     I would venture to add this. If several people in the crowd on the corner where Rep. Gabrielle Giffords had guns for self-defence The lunatic who shoot her would not have killed as many people, that day.

     The sheriff of her district, is already blaming the fact that people can buy guns in Arizona on the crime

     The reality is Cops dont like citizens to have guns period.  If they had it their way, no one but them or soldiers would carry guns.  

     But take a look through out history at what happens when the government has all the weapons and the citizens have none.  

     The Governement starts abusing their power.  Because they know the citizens can't do anything about it.

    This is why our forefathers when they created the bill of rights made it so Citizens had the right to carry guns.  They did it to so that we could protect ourselves from Tyranny and those who abuse their power.
      
     If a Lunatic truly means to commit murder. Taking away their right to carry a gun is not going to slow them down one bit.

     All it is going to do is make it, so we cannot defend ourselves, when people start shooting.

     Making more gun laws does nothing to stop criminals.  Because criminals operate outside the law and always find ways around it. The criminal will still have guns and will still easily get them.  

     While citizens who obey the law have to wait 15 days to get a gun to protect themselves,  Criminals simply buy it from the blackmarket, where there is no waiting period.   
     
     If there were no guns, there still be knifes and swords. Someone who is proficent with either. Can mow down six people quicker, then a person with a gun.     
     
     If you read history the one thing the english soldiers hated most about samarais was the fact a Samarai could cut a soldier to pieces and they did not even know they were cut till a body part fell off or their legs stopped. working right.
     
     There are even recorded accounts of british solders whose necks were cut of so quickly and cleanly that, they did not know their heads were no longer connected to their bodies.  until they tried to move or talk.  
     
     
     The Katanas{Samarai Sword} blades were so sharp that the soldiers never even knew they were cut, because they felt no pain.  .
     
     Taking away guns is not going to stop crazy people from killing. All it is going to do is make it easier for them to kill us when we have nothing to defend our selfs.
     
Remember if the rumor is true the Lizzie Bordens only ha axes, and butcher knifes,  An did you ever see Micheal or jason using a gun, in thei.  Well Mike and Jason was based off a very real people..
     
Hatred and fear were killing people long before the invention of guns.  Long before guns men used whatever what at hand to slaughter innocents,  Stones, clubs, their hands.
    
If the bible is true, then fear was used to kill Abel with a shovel long before there was guns.  
     
Cain feared that God did not love him,  So he killed his own brother out of fear of not being loved.
     
It was hatred that made the crusades happen.  Hatred for the muslim beliefs caused christians to murder thousands in the name of their God.
    
They didnt have guns or bombs, all they had was Swords, spears and pikes.  As llong as you have hatred and fear you have the nessary weapons to kill and murder innocents.
     
Once these McCarthys have taken away our guns they will then take away our Knifes, then Our forks, then our bats, and then our strings, and when is all is said and done. The minority will rule us and we will never stop being slaves.
     
Making guns illegal is Not only going to make it easier for criminals and terrorist to terrorize us more. All it is going to do is make it so we cannot defend ourselves Against a increasingly corrupt Government.
     
If you want to stop the crazies.   Then you have to stop what is feeding their craziness.  You have to stop their leaders on Fox news, from spreading the lies and rethoric, and Hatred.  You have to stop letting People like Sarah Palin, Oreilly, Rush and Glen Beck from encouraging the craziness from their constant speeches that encourage the fear and hate mongering.
    
We need to make it so the all the corporate owed media stops telling us what they want us to hear and go back to new that really was non bipartisan.  I dont want to hear their opinions.  I just want the news straight and forwar.  
     
I do think it is right to censor the news, but at the same it does need to be held up to the high standerds it was, before The Corporate media got greedy, and starting doing news for profit.   

Taking away guns is not going to stop the murdering, all it is going to do is make it worse. For those of us who have no one to depend on but ourselves.