It is weird how I have been barely able to keep my eyes opne all night and the minute I lay down I am wide awake. I guess I am worried about the presentation I have to give my class on Psychological Disorders. Not nervous so much as afraid I cant remember everything I need too. This is also due to a lack of sleep. Well to be honest this week i did a lot of sleeping. But I figure it will take a few months before my brain heals from all the lack of sleep this past year. Plus my diet has been poor in Nutrients because I get so little in federal aid I cant afford a lot of food. When you go to a Junior college you can only get a 10k loan for a year to live on. Which really pissed me off, I said to FA you need to update this, because the average poerson need at least 25k to live on with bills and all. Their excuse was because theyre so small they cannot afford a loan of more then 10k, to which I responded your not the ones giving or recieving the damn loan I am. Jr colleges get 4 billion in aid each year, most of which goes into the paying for the adminastration and other BS.
Sorry for the late nite rantings. Just irritated, cause I lost my apartment on the beach and had to stay with a friend who has become so close to me she is now my sister. I love her and her family deeply. They have done so much to help me. Ok now I am feeling the sleepiness come back so goodnite all. but before I go, I now live in a larger apartment, a 2 bedroom with 1000 sq feet of living space that is a block from my school now. It is a lot nicer and lower priced then my last Apartment, so again the Tao was watching out for me and found me a better place to stay. Of course lost most of my stuff but still I love it. Priss, Scruffs and Tim love it, because it is far bigger then the cage they had to stay in during the summer.
Good Night my dear DA friends